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howdy y'all...,

I think im back enough to say im back

...*takes deep breath*

OMG I MISS YOU ALL WAAAAH TALK TO ME AND STUFF!!
I wanna hear whats up with you all

Sorry about the abrupt leave too , but my life was such a whirlwind, i just needed to get away. Now thats things are sort of settled... im okay

Oh and my birthday was on the 25th of last month, so wish me a happy birthday if you havent already. xD
Im taking some time to focus on getting a license now that im old enough to drive, and am making my own money.

Also, i finally got around to setting up all that commission stuff. i hope some of you will commission me! ive gotten a lot better lately (i hope), so im going to have a big post bomb soon

hm.. not much more to say. Things are all the same i guess cause i cant think of anything XD

Oh and im having an inbox nuke. Im sorry to everyone i owe things but i just cant come on every day with an inbox full of stuff i'll never do.
unless i specifically owe it to you, then its going so i can start fresh with my commissions.
If youve paid me, or won something i owe, then tell me if you want that changed, or exchanged for a subbie. But the old messages have to go.
This doesnt include subscriptions as entry prizes for my old contest since lots of people didnt even read the last journal, and the ones i have given out haven't been used. Sorry but im not obliged

ummmmmmmm...
i think thats all

ciao mions~








<sub>Three passions have governed my life:
The longings for love, the search for knowledge,
And unbearable pity for the suffering of [humankind].

Love brings ecstasy and relieves loneliness.
In the union of love I have seen
In a mystic miniature the prefiguring vision
Of the heavens that saints and poets have imagined.

With equal passion I have sought knowledge.
I have wished to understand the hearts of [people].
I have wished to know why the stars shine.

Love and knowledge led upwards to the heavens,
But always pity brought me back to earth;
Cries of pain reverberated in my heart
Of children in famine, of victims tortured
And of old people left helpless.
I long to alleviate the evil, but I cannot,
And I too suffer.

This has been my life; I found it worth living

Bertrand Russell:</sub>

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Hiii guyss....,

Ima just do a quick journal update, then get down to the point..

Today was awesome

When i woke up orange light was like..bursting into my room. I kinda got scared and thought we got nuclear bombed or something. I even checked my teeth...hahah (if you dont know what i mean, dont ask XD)
Turns out it was a SANDSTORM! (dust storm actually) wooo!

Chris posted a photo of what she could see outside her window, go have a lookie-

and these

OMG this is the sydney harbor bridge you're looking at - [link]
So much dust!! [link]

Check out this site for more- [link]

Its calmed down now but the dust was amazing. i couldnt even see the horizon line at the beach, let alone lion island.
I thought it was funny because most people were wearing masks, yet none did when the swine flu thing was a big issue.. hahaha we suck

and oh man ive been so tired lately. all i want to do is stare at stuff. its weird. i was doing it all day today and i think its getting annoying.

I guess this has to do with me leaving DA too.
FIRST I WANT TO SAY-
i am not trying to be some big attention whore about this whole thing. im not crying, dying, or leaving foreverrrr
who knows, maybe im just leaving for a week.

I just, like i said, feel really tired lately. Maybe from work cause i havent really been up so long and out so long like that for a while. Also i still havent drawn and its been quite a while.
I simply dont have the patience for people anymore, especially when im trying so hard to be on and just having things demanded of me DX
gah i forgot everything i was going say.
this means i wont be on msn eitherrr... im seriously avoiding the whole computer in general.
I want to get out more and actually have a life.
Im sorry i havent told anyone but it was a spur of the moment decision, and i think its a good idea.
I'll reply to comments for today and tomorrow, and if something is urgent, feel free to note me. i dont want anyone to think im ignoring them, especially my friends i really care about im just taking a break.

i hope i dont lose anyone of you guys as friends and watchers, i will be back

_{damn i wish i hadnt have paid so much for a sub either. gah}

ciao my minions,
i shall return



_{friends are patient.}







Requests n' stuff
*MiyokoHikaru Commish
=Miss-Heart collab
=Miss-Heart prize (crap i forgot)
~UnderGuarded prize
*KalineReine Request

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Helloo my little deviant friends,

yay im so happy and at the same time im really angry so ill say why im happy first..

I GOT A JOB DAMMIT!

Heaps of people tried out and i went in and handed in my resume while one of the girls was at the counter being tutored etc...
omg she had to serve me and when she found out i was handing in my resume for the job she shot daggers at me so badly
anyways i went for an interview yesterday, and we drove back past in the afternoon and they had taken the sign down!! XD
so i went in for 5 hours free work today as a bit of a test run... AND THEY LOVED ME!
The job is pretty standard but my graphics skills came in handy so i got to create banners and laminate stuff and even use the pricing gun..teehee!
_{oh and please dont ask me where i work, i cant say}

SO!
Im making my own moneys now!
which reminds me that im still trying to figure out paypal for commissions etc..

I was planning on apologizing for not being here (ive been out of credit for a few days)
But with the comments and stuff i recieved by people saying that "i must have blocked them on msn and da" etc... or "ignoring them". i refuse to apologize.
most of you know by now i have bad net, and sometimes im away for a while, AND ive been saying that my messages are in overload, and im really hurt that my friends of all people think that, so thanks for putting a real damper on my day guys. you know who you are.

Andd lastly... i am handing out the subs i owe peoples for contest prizes now!
(well not technically now because thats what i spent all my money on previously..)
but anyway
i want to point out that i offered the subs to people who commented on the journal entry with the contest winners, and not many did. so please dont hassle or expect me to give you or a friend one if they didnt. im not targeting anyone im just pointing this out now.
also, if you dont plan to use your sub, TELL ME.
its my money people! it does run out

so.. thanks to all my friends that DIDNT hassle me. anyways.. hope your all well.
tell me whats up




now that im working i may have time for less arts..but im not too worried about pageviews and all that crap anymore anyways.. ill still try my hardest though

I HAVE LOTS OF MESSAGES AND OTHER PROBLEMS SO IF I DONT REPLY OR COMMENT FOR A WHILE, PLEASE DONT THINK THE WORST. THAT KIND OF OFFENDS ME. AS IT SHOULD

^ if you dont understand, please read again. i hate trying to explain myself to people who dont READ DAMMIT


oh and i think the new picture layout looks really shit (if you dont know what i mean, go view a dev)







Requests n' stuff
*MiyokoHikaru Commish
=Miss-Heart collab
=Miss-Heart prize (crap i forgot)
~UnderGuarded prize
*KalineReine Request

+ Links

Tutorials & Ref
100TC
Commish info (not yet)

+ Gifts

Thankyou everyone who makes me awesome art

+ Stamps

Journal CSS by =synthes, you can download it here.

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Helloo my little deviant friends,
Im just making a short journal update on how things are with me and whats going on

So~ ive decided that the previous manga i was working on is going to be scrapped _{and please dont say anything about that cause it was going nowhere and hurting my brain, and you have no idea how hard kai's hair is to draw}
I dont know if i should post the three other pages up anyways since i linearted them

Anyway,
Im thinking about replacing this with my new manga i might be working on.
Having said this... i want to do it traditional though. And i really want to think this one through properly so its a tough choice...

And one other thing i almost have paypal! Im just waiting on my pin..
which means i can finally give eveyone the subs i owe them (yay dammit!), and start taking commissions
Hopefully i can start to make some moneys off my art, and im really surprised with the poll results at whoever said higher than $30. i really didnt think my art would be worth that
$20 dollars sounds reasonable, at least until i get better anyways, and im talking about full colour pics here. But i'll work some prices out and post em up anyways.

i think thats all then! Oh and lastly... if your holding a contest or anything like that, tell me! I'd really love to advertise it for you, and possibly donate some prizes or even enter~

Which reminds me, *Nicolle-77 is holding a contest, so go and check it out!- [link]


i said i'd put something in my next journal for someone but i seem to have forgotten what it was im sorry, please remind me!
And what do you guys think of my traditional arts? should i do more, or stick to digital? (honestly please. i know you'll all say to "do what i want", but its a hard choice~)
and finally, im sorry for being so unresponsive to messages! I have about 80 sitting in my inbox screaming to be replied to, so i'll get to it! i still love comments as much as ever though~







Requests n' stuff
*MiyokoHikaru Commish
~Miss-Heart collab
~Miss-Heart prize (crap i forgot)
~UnderGuarded prize
*KalineReine Request

+ Links

Tutorials & Ref
100TC
Commish info (not yet)

+ Gifts

Thankyou everyone who makes me awesome art

+ Stamps

Journal CSS by =synthes, you can download it here.